All About Him (Mostly for Kendra)

Well, I'm sure I have mentioned him before, but I can't remember for the life of me. We've been together for a little over two years now. We got engaged on September 12, 2010 on our two year anniversary.

((Here is a picture of us on the day of my graduation. He graduated a year before me.)

How exactly did we meet? (I love this story!) Well, it all started with my 11th grade programming elective. Well, it didn't start exactly when the class started... He didn't know my name and was too shy to talk to me xD. He tried to ask his brother what my name was, but that didn't work. He didn't actually figure out my name until I missed a day of class. After that, he started talking to me on Facebook.

Eventually, we decided to hang out after school. As we were walking back to his bus stop, he kind of put his arm around my shoulder (mostly resting on my bulky backpack) and said "we should go out" in a half joking sort of manner (that was more adorable than it sounds). I stopped walking, and he started to panic. Then, I told him I needed a bit of time to think about it, and his class was about to go on a weekend trip.

When he came back from his trip, I went over his house and said "Yes".

And, that is our story. ((The picture above is from my dad's last birthday.))

He's a great guy. He's really, really smart (really good at math and programming), and silly. Unfortunatly, I have to stop typing right now. (The good news, I have to stop typing so I can walk to meet him.)

What is That?

Is that a little light I see? A glimmer in the dark corner that I've been staring at for as long as I remember? What is this, a positive entry in the much neglected blog that has mostly consisted of my own complaining? (Was that sentence even correct?)

Well, I'm in a silly mood right now. Honestly, I should be sleeping. In the time since I have last posted in this blog, I have: graduated high school, started attending community college, and got engaged. Things really seem to be looking up for me right now.

The problem? Even though I have gained so much, I feel as if I have lost even more. It is rare for me to break out of my house, hang out with friends, or talk to those I once considered to be close to me. I guess it happens... People get busy and grow apart.

So much seems to have changed, and yet everything is the same.

Anyways, here is an outline of my average day.

1) Reluctantly wake up
2) Go to class, talk to no one
3) Go home

I can't believe how much I miss talking to someone sometimes...

I Believe... {For Writers}

As always, it has been a long time since my last post. I just haven't had anything good to say I suppose. Now though, I wanted to present something to writers.

www.thisibelieve.org

I entirely forgot what all I was going to say to explain it, but my teacher is making this my final writing piece. Basically, you write an essay about something you believe. It can be comical, serious, whatever.

So, I often do, I'm using my blog to brainstorm.

I believe...
In mystery
In creativity
In words
In escape
In blank pages
In ink pens
In the wicked ways of time
Whatever can go wrong, will go wrong

That my mother is psychic
That when people (or pets) get really close to your heart, not even death can remove them from it.


And that's all I have for now >_<

I'm Still Alive...

I'm just sort of a zombie right now. I can't sleep like I should lately.
Anyways, I think I entirely forgot to mention that I got a violin for Christmas. Of course, I mention it now that my Father broke the string and I lost the sheet music my mom put in a book thing for me.
Honestly. I don't know what to say. I don't know why I'm posting.... I haven't read any blogs, and I haven't even thought of writing lately (blogs or otherwise)

I'm stressing out about college, school... and just about everything. I've been depressed for over a week now. Mom wants to say that it's all of the snow we had, but I don't think that is all of it....

I don't know what I'm doing with my life....