I'm wondering how people see me... I would say that I don't care, but if I'm wondering about it I do care... Don't I?
But when I think about it, people notice someone standing next to me before me. Often times they don't really see me anyways.
I'm the girl who cares too much for her own good. The girl who claims not to care. The girl that normally just doesn't work out or pushes someone away. The girl who manages to get those who do notice her to eventually hate her or drift away.
I don't know... One minute I'm outside feeling like everything is going to be ok, the next I'm in here typing this. I've been feeling like something is about to go horribly wrong. I also havn't been feeling like myself. I don't know...
Maybe it's just the spring weather filling me with hope and then knocking it back down again.
Heres to spring...
-cheers-
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I don't really believe in this blogging stuff. But, hey--people tell me
it's fun.
13 years ago

4 comments:
...cheers...
I wonder how many people actually feel that way..because no doubt it happens to me also... I guess you just gotta realize that those same people might be going through the exact same thing you are...
Thanks, and yeah, that makes sense, but my revolution is a Revolution of the Mind so I don't plan any large wars etc.
How do we educate? Well I guess blogging would be one way, wouldn't it?
I don't think you looked stupid at all.. I like how you addressed more than one aspects to the blog, so thanks for that and for loving my comment.
I see how you feel about helping people... I guess all you can do is aim to helping more needy people, not saying that emotions are anything light...
Anyways, thanks once again and its too bad People Are People isn't playing...it is a good song, haha...
Actually...I saw your first comment...it wasn't that big of a mistake...
Anyways...the people who want to learn are the people that I'm trying to reach...the rest will come later I guess...
I don't think you sound stupid... but it still always good to try right?
Yep, that's how it works!
Oh really? My friend is a big fan...he got me into them...
Very nicely said...it seems like you got it pretty well.
if your life though is pre-planned, its possible for you to change it. You can throw some good into the equation, some adventure...it your choice.
Life doesn't have to be so mechanical, you don't have to be part of the machine, you can rise above it or you can at least think you have...like me...haha
It is kind of sad, like a lot of things in this world, but that's life, right?
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