I'm wondering... How on Earth do people deal with me? I'm stupid, I procrastinate, I'm always off in my own little world, I just don't see how anyone can deal with me. There is nothing great about me, I forget things, I seem to put things off on purpose. Right now I know I'm screwed yet I still can't get what I need to get done finished. I can't think straight and I'm busy worrying about everything. I do this all the time. I'm doing horrible in school because I forget and put things off. I'm constantly creating these messes for myself and I do nothing to stop it.
Its no ones fault but my own really. That's really sad huh? I'm falling behind, I know I'm falling behind, yet I still can't think straight.
I wonder how anyone deals with me because I just exist around them. Annoying them, asking them things, complaining.
I'm thinking yet again that I will have no future really. I'm probably not going to get into college due to the fact that I've been doing horrible in high school, have a ton of absences, failed 10th grade technically, did horrible this year.... I most likely failed the state assessment things. I'm probably going to fail miserably on the ACT if I can ever finish filling the form out. I have no idea where I would want to go for college if by some miracle one happens to accept me (If I graduate on time)
Wonderful.
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I don't really believe in this blogging stuff. But, hey--people tell me
it's fun.
13 years ago
3 comments:
wow, the first paragraph sounds a lot like me...
The second one only doesn't because you're talking a lot about college and school which really doesn't concern me.
In the end, some people like me because of the good aspects they see....even though I am a lazy procrastinator..
We are so much alike it's actually freaky. All your posts could have been mine. We think the same thoughts almost and...it's just weird, lol! I'm a huge procrastinator, too. :( It sucks.
blah. why does your playlist say The New Black, but it plays Decimator?
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