Tuesday, October 6

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I didn't know what to title this one... I don't even know what I'm writing about yet really, so I can't really title it. The title I wqas going to use didn't work... I just got done holding a very big conversation with my friend about his relationship in which I told him my opinion on all of it. It's a bit depressing really.

There is a bunch of high school drama going on right now. This person hates that person, this other person isn't making time for their person, She said this, He said that. It's rather annoying as always. I don't know what to tell people, and I feel bad about that really. I think my friend that I had that conversation with is about to cry...

Anyways, there was an upside to today I guess. My Sean visited me today. (wow, I remember when I gave everyone else corny names like mine to hide who they are....) I had a milkshake for breakfast with him and his brother, even though I felt like I was going to hurl this morning.

Such short paragraphs with no structure or correct grammar at all. And I call myself a writer. Well, not really. Lately I have majorly been loosing confidence in my writing, more so than usual.

So, what is going on in my life right now. Well, with being out of school for a whole week due to having my wisdom teeth surgically removed, I am trying to make up a ton of work. School work and internship hours. It's harder to make up internship hours though, because I can't go there whenever. I think i'm getting sick again, but that is ok. I need to learn how to go to school when I'm sick anyways. It is just depressing that all of my sick days were spent on doctors appointments that I couldn't reschedule.

I've been looking at violins online lately, I can't seem to find any really good looking ones. I'm super distracted right now. I just can't focus on the classwork I should be focusing on right now. My mind is everywhere else, including the next time I'll see Sean. I'm also messing around with the stitches in my mouth, wondering when they will finally be gone.

1 comment:

Logan said...

Hey, a violinist! (I'm assuming your not a collector). Any favorite pieces, composers? Keep writing...I've been enjoying reading what you have so far!