The Reason for My Absence...

Hello dear readers. I'm sorry that I haven't been writing or commenting the blogs that I follow. I have been trying to keep up with reading everything though. Trying being a key word.

Anyways, the reason why I have not really been keeping up with things... Well, it can be simplified to the fact that I'm just a mess. I don't remember if I posted about it before (months ago maybe) but my dog has Cancer. He had a lump on his chest that we had removed. Things were great for a while... A couple months... Just recently, it came back, but.... Worse. Now his whole leg is swollen. He can barely get up off of the floor...

He's going to get put to sleep tomorrow. I know it's the best for him, I know he'll stop hurting... But I still can't help the way I feel. I'm losing my dog to the same thing I lost my gram to... All in the same year. I just recovered from one punch to the gut, and life is dealing me another. It's like there is still a bruise there though.

I can't write much more right now. I don't want to have to deal with this. At least he lived for a few months after the first surgery... Gram only lasted a week after Chemo.

Anyways... I'm off for now. I'll try to keep up here more often once I calm down some. I started crying at the trolley station the other day though... And I mean CRYING!... Thankfully I wasn't alone....

Thank you...