I am currently disgusted with the human race, all because of my friend bringing up something that he does and claims that all boys/men do. Regardless of being single or not, they still go to the mall to scope out girls. And girls do it too, along with obsessing over movie or band stars that they can never have anyways. It disgusts me, and makes me think like those people just want more than what they can get, or that what they have is never enough for them.
It aggravates me, and when I had told my friend that it aggravates me and that I'm completely against such things... He blames it on the fact that I'm "Not normal" meanwhile he is the one that claims to hate the human race and wants to be different. Now I'm just starting to see him as a fake greedy idiot. Not only is he going to the mall with his friend to look at women/girls, he's currently craving his ex girlfriend when he has a new girlfriend he claims to LOVE and would die without. I mean, really... Does that make any sense AT ALL? Why don't you just freaking leave your currant significant other and mindlessly chase after people you don't even know and may never have.
I just don't get it. At all..... Please tell me there are more sensible people like me that are against such behavior. Please tell me that I would not be the only one hurt if my significant other did so?
And now, I'm wondering if my significant other does so... And that makes me want to make them break up with me so that they can do better, and go after those people he might be "scoping out"... I mean, I can't just ask him, he probably wouldn't tell me... So what will I do? I'll worry and think that he does and question his answers and his loyalty....
So now, I am a mess.... A really, really, really big sloppy mess of confused aggravated goo. The purple kind....
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13 years ago
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hmmm, that sounds a lot like the way my father and I think, we're both the kind of people who think people should stay in reality, and not be greeady and be thankful for what we have.Although, I stll fantasize, just cause it's fun to think of all the possibilities in the world. That's kinda redundant though, oh well, I 'm stil only human, can't be perfect all the time
what the fuck? I've NEVER gone to the mall to scope out girls while I've had a girlfriend, even my first one who freaking moved out of the state without telling me. sure I know some people who do, but really it pisses me off more than you could imagine..
besides, whenever someone is even acting like they're interested in me, trying to get my attention, etc, I usually don't even notice them, and if I ever do, I ignore them.
I'm also good at being oblivious to other people being around me at the mall.
I don't go scoping girls at the mall, even if it's "normal" for I am not a "normal" person.
I'm a true non-conformist.
also, the purple kind is always the best kind
I know that you don't know me whatsoever, but your blog is definitely one of the most interesting ones I've read. You feel and express your feelings so well, it just amazes me. Anyway, to my comment.
I feel exactly the same way you do on this issue. I absolutely HATE when people do that. Many of my good friends seem to forget what(and more often then not, who) they have and what a blessing it is to have them. It's amazing how many times we forget this in our modern times.
I have to admit, even though I do hate it, I've caught myself doing it. Very rarely, but still. I forget what a blessing of a girlfriend I have, and how she would do anything for me... you think the same way I do on alot of topics. And for having the courage to express that(which I don't have), I thank you.
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