Falling (On a side note kinda)

So, other two non-related posts aside... I currently feel as if I'm falling slowly off of a really, really high up cliff. I was originally going to keep things like this for my other blog Not Like You Care (Randomness) but since I have decided to let Caden post in that one as well, I was thinking that this could be just mine. I was going to post more un-related little story thought things, but I decided that I can still do that here. It's not like I specified who's mind is in shadows... And it's not like they were really connected into one story...

Anyways, back to the falling. It's a scary feeling, and I'm honestly afraid of falling... And right now, I feel like I'm falling slowly off of a cliff because... well... I just feel horrible lately... like some un-explained depression is seeping it's way slowly into my brain. My psychiatrist (Or whatever he is) says it's due to a lack of some chemical I can't spell the name of, in my brain. So what does he do? He puts me on medication... A month and a half he switches that medication because he found out that it wasn't working....

Now that means that I am just completely sick of pills...
sorry, had to rant
~K~