For Lack of a Better Term...

I am spazzing out. I know, I do this often, but right now I am really spazzing out. My long essay for my college application sucks! ((If you by some chance you wish to read my rough draft, which is a really, really rough draft you can find it ----> here http://katrienkdscarlet.blogspot.com/2009/06/my-essay-so-far.html ))

Anyways, I'm spazzing out right now because it is horrible. Really horrible. I'm going about it all wrong and I don't think a college admissions person would really care about this book or why it inspired me. I'm a mess...

I'm thinking about just going on about how it has inspired my writing and ignore almost everything else...