So, I have been looking back at the posts in this blog and I am wondering how I transitioned into such entries as this... Or entries where I complain about life or complain about complaining. My boyfriend would say that one of the only things I complain about is complaining. He says that I complain about complaining when I'm not even complaining. If I am complaining about complaining though I am still complaining and still being really annoying. So then why is it that everyone claims that I am not annoying?
Anyways, I believe that my earlier entries (from back in November of 2008) where a lot better than anything that I have posted recently. Just about anything I have posted in 2009 so far is not as great as what I started out with. That's pretty depressing. Some of what I wrote back in 2008 is pretty strange though now that I read over it. For some reason I started calling my boyfriend Sage instead of Sean....
Well, this entry is one huge clump of complaining and me attempting to get distracted for a while. Right now I am supposed to be looking at colleges. They want me to pick three different colleges and compare them. An easy one that I can get into right away, A medium one that will take some work or improvement to get into, and one that I will never get into. The problem with this is the millions of questions I need to answer about each college, and the fact that I am probably not going to any of these colleges and that I have no idea what I'm doing with my life.
In the last project they made us do I had to select a career and research it. Trouble with that is I just selected a random career to get them off of my backs. I most likely will not go through with that career either, just as chances are strong that I will not go through with these colleges. HAH! and I have to take the test that greatly affects my chances of getting into college in the first place sometime next week! I'm really not ready for it..... I'm going to fail, as usual.
I'm not a smart person at all really. I'm basic, average, never really worked a day in my life, and I have done no community service. On top of all of that I get upset, confused, frustrated, and lost really easily. Yeah, that future of mine is not looking so bright. See! There I go! I'm complaining again!
And now I am about to complain even more. Lucky me, my computer has a virus (I'm on my laptop right now... In school...) So, now I'm not going to be on the computer as much as I would like to be. There may not be that many blog entries from here on out, but they aren't very interesting anyways, so I don't think anyone will mind. Why is it that my boyfriends friend since 2nd grade still bothers me?... Well, not bothers me... But for some reason .... Yes, I know my boyfriend doesn't have a crush on her anymore, but I'm not sure if I want to be around her or talk to her. Yes, I am being rather.... I don't know. She has a boyfriend and is having a baby anyways though... But... I don't know, Never mind.... My point is, I am waaay to attached to the Internet, and my computer is temporarily... Dead.
So there went my attempt to get distracted and feel better. I want chocolate.
I find it funny how I never tag my posts.... Is that bad?
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I don't really believe in this blogging stuff. But, hey--people tell me
it's fun.
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2 comments:
bah, Andrea's just a good friend of mine. really, nothing to fret about there at all. so what if she's a good friend of mine, i still would very prefer you. also, What kind of virus? perhaps i can assist or at least provide a good diagnosis? Also, i find it humorous how you're view of the Career Readiness class is almost exactly what mine was. Most of the stuff you just copy paste from the websites though. For my colleges, i chose CCAC, Penn State, and CMU, and I didn't even apply to any of those, though i got accepted in one of them without applying. xD
Also, you cannot fail the ACT's. it's just not physically possible. Even if you don't do well on the test, you can still make it into college. Ryan, the person i'm going to room with at Duquesne, got one of the lowest scores in my class. I miss you...
when I tried tagging my posts it got all confusing and I just deleted them all.
I enjoy talking to you on here...and your post today had a few things to laugh at. You complain about complaining about complaining and its somehow funny.
It's touching that she had you convinced, thats humanity at its finest.
I don't believe in the God of the Bible or Koran or whatever and although the post was confusing, it didn't have anything to do with religion, rather the opposite.
I don't think anyones truly gotten it, if you have sometime you can watch Kymatica...then you'll get it
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