Tuesday, June 16

What is there to Say?

I'm not feeling so great right now. I've been thinking a lot about a bunch of things lately. Like my place, my religion, my choices, my future.... I'm wondering, if I am Wiccan, would I have to convert to marry my boyfriend? I'm still pretty sure his parents would hate me, if they don't already that is.... I notice now that I said "if I am Wiccan"..... I guess I'm still not 100% sure, but it is one of the only religion I can find a space to fit in. It's not limiting me, not holding me back from anything I may want to do.... I'm not even sure how to go about explaining it.....

I still need to write that essay, it's due today. Yaaay. -sarcasm- I'm also wondering what it's going to be like when I can no longer see him in the mornings before school, or at lunch when the day is just two classes away from being over.... How will I hold together? Even this morning seeing him... Not really saying much... going straight into school... That was depressing.... And to think all of the mornings that will follow next saturday will be even worse.

I want something sugary.... I'm hungry...

2 comments:

Kendra Logan said...

What does being a Wiccan entail? I've never heard it described as a sort of religion before. Would you mind explaining it? I like to learn about this kind of stuff.

Unknown said...

well I disappointed that we didn't get a debate goin, they're fun, but I'm glad you'll remember that last part. It is pretty important.

Well I hope things work out well, whatever you decide to do