More Complaining.

It's the end of the trimester again, and I will be failing Career/Post high school Planning. This time we were asked to look up 4 scholarships, 4 grants, and 4 loans. Then we had to put it all down on a spreadsheet and calculate our college budget AND pretend to apply for a scholarship.

I have a killer headache, can't think straight, and will already fail anyways. My dogs at the vet with a huge lump-tumor thing and I think he's getting surgery right about now. My parents are already thinking about getting another dog. My parents don't think he's going to make it.

A lot has happened this year.
My gram got cancer and died
My dog has a huge tumor (which they don't know what it is yet)
And I've been depressed like, all month.

I just can't think positivly right now. Lately when I force myself out of bed to go to school all I'm thinking is "It's school.... Sean's not there... I'm failing... I'm doing bad... today is going to suck" and there aren't many good toughts to think of in the morning right now.

I don't even see things getting much better over break.... >_<

I'm sorry
~K~