Weight.

I find it rather depressing that I have not written anything of decent size or thought in here for a while. I had a wonderful Fourth of July weekend, and I'm missing it horribly. I wish I could just rewind it, perhaps enjoy it or appreciate it a bit more. I can't think straight right now. My head feels like it weighs a thousand pounds, my eyes don't want to stay open, I'm so tired.... It doesn't help that I'm day dreaming about my wonderful Fourth of July weekend or seeing my boyfriend again. I miss him so much....

I can't believe it's only Tuesday. Why can't it be Thursday or Friday? Is it the weekend yet? I've been scribbling in my notebook wishing I was at home, in bed, curled up in a tiny ball under a mountain of blankets. But no, I'm here. Oh the joys of being in school when everyone you actually care about or want to spend time with aren't.

I feel like writing a story... Maybe I will. Then again, just writing this is causing my head to spin. At least it is keeping me awake. I'm sorry, I can't help that I'm distracted beyond belief. Maybe I will actually get a decent nights sleep tonight and things will be better tomorrow.