There Went my Confidence.... Again.

First off, I want to thank Kendra. I would leave you a comment, but I'm also too busy and can't get my brain to function long enough to read one of your entries and give feedback, I'm sorry. I was actually hoping that you would help, and you did. So, thank you. Right now I'm throwing ideas around in my head and stuff. I can't see the last picture though because it's blocked in school and I keep forgetting to look at it outside of school.

Anyways, My confidence just went out the window. My school brought in people who used to go to my school who have been in college for the past four or so years. They basically just made me realize, once again, that I don't have much of a future. I'm not good at anything, I don't want to go too far from home (Yet now I'm considering studying abroad for a while) and I just can't make up my mind about anything. I don't think I could survive college or be able to apply it to my future. My college options are limited, my grades and test scores aren't that great, I procrastinate, I'm shy....

And the one girl there that was talking basically got everything handed to her. She went and talked to someone, and they decided that since they liked her they would pay a bunch of her stuff! I'm not going to be that lucky at all....