All Things Fall Apart....

When one domino tumbles the others rush after them and fall. Thus is life. One depressing event after another that affects other people. One person get's depressed, everyone gets depressed. Everyone has thier problems, mainly all at the same time. You can't help thoise you care about as much as you would like because you are wrapped up in your own problems. It doesn't help when some people don't want to be helped, or when someone wants to help you and you just want to keep everything stuck inside.

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Ashes, Ashes, We all fall Down....

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So, in the end this makes the whole "being happy" thing a lot harder. For a while I was trying to hide behind optomisim, but then he gets upset and I snap.... Eventually I end up telling him that I've been a wreck, and admit that his wreck made me an even bigger wreck. Yesterday he felt much anger... Yesterday I felt very much like strangling myself. I didn't tell him that though... He might read it, I don't know. I'm pathetic.....

I also argued with him about how he is a great boyfriend (Which he is) and then we eneded up arguing about who was more terrible... I think I won. (I am more terrible)

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"I'm hurting you for your own good

I'd die for you - you know I would"

Emilie Autumn "Liar"

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I lost whatever point I was getting at it seems. Oh well......

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"I wish if I could see the light of heaven

I don't know (the) color of sea, but there's no reason"

Love Psychedelico "last smile"