So Much For That....

She just got out of the hospital two days ago... And she is back there already. She doesn't know the name of her dog, she can't hear us, all she keeps saying is "I don't know" and she's groaning in pain. So much for things getting better... I can't handle this...

I broke down in tears yesterday... Today I'm wandering around like a zombie. I almost didn't come to school today. I don't know what all to write.

I'm just like ". . . ."